I have this urge to run away from everything. I dont know what I am running
away from, but its a constanat urge to do so. Whats going on, I have no
clue. I have been having difficulty concentrating at work. I have managed
to wrap up a big project effectively, and I was happy that it was done.
However, I failed to feel the sense of acheivement (not much anyway), but
still it counted for somthing, that I usually feel when I accomplish that
was challenging and difficult. This was one of the more tricky things that
I have worked on. It all went well in the end, inspite of having to jump
hurdles everyday constantly. Yet.....I don't feel it. It feels like
something has changed within me.
Am i no more who I was earlier? How earlier was I, me. Who is the true me?
Who am I now? What am I doing? Where is my life taking me?
I cant even dare think about any of this now. I try to constantly drown
myself to keep my head away from the questions that plague me. And I think
I am being successful in keeping my mind away.
When will I finally get over this? Will I ever?
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